Healing Before Broken

In the past week I have been asked many times how I am feeling about this impending surgery. The same answer comes out of my mouth like a rehearsed script. 

I keep meeting people here that barely know me and yet they are blessing me with prayer, with music, with energy and thoughts. 

They are healing me before I am broken.

I don't know how to respond to all of the giving.

Tonight we had dinner with a wonderful couple and their sweet baby boy. After our simple dinner on the picnic table, some beer and tea and a fire, beautiful music and real conversation, I felt so at peace. 

For the first time I feel real emotion about this challenge I am about to face. There is a lot of fear that has been pushed aside.

I was given a collection of music as gift for healing...then said a healing gift to begin now. 

The music is beautiful and perfect.

This evening was beautiful and perfect.

I will be fine.